Tearstained Recognition
Writing by Jes on Friday, 13 of January , 2012 at 3:59 pm
Tearstains and heartbreak trace the handwriting you hold on my heart
Never thought I would feel this alone again, but now I get this part
When my world was handed to me with you and a crystal glass
I never thought I would question if this was meant to last
But you can’t create a vision that isn’t shared
And you can’t beg to someone who doesn’t want you there
And although my heart feels like it stopped and won’t heal
I won’t deny that I loved who you were and I believed it to be real
I was committed to the future even with arguments and pain
But I am not committed to living a lie and living in vain
So I cry myself to sleep and let God dry my tears
And I will wake up in the morning to live out my fears
Because as much as I am willing to fight with you and love with you
It’s the with part that makes me ready to live it true
And I won’t give my love to a man who lets go of the dream he shared
Just to drive a self-induced fantasy of that only caresses what he cares
So even though tearstained pillows still linger with the scent of us
I recognized you released it and gave it up
And I go on growing hoping to escape this agony
The tragedy of you no longer sleeping next to me
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